why dose he get win

why dose he get win

when then  day  perfectly

how  can he  snatch my  self esteem

even  when  i fought  back

he said you cant  your not  good enough

you failed

i  fall apart 

i guess i have weak heart

i  can  exress  emtion though 

i cant cry 

the more it sizzles in  sided of me like  hot  pot

the more he wins cause  when i start to believe

he wins 

Real Friends

Note:this is 7th entry

They don't come around often

maybe once every few years

their the ones who don't care that your an adult

and your still obsessed with teen age dramas

that you can talk about all the weird stuff you believe in

or

the people you know you can

count on to ask for help

that you wouldn't be able to ask any one else for help

they are there for you though the good and the bad

they stay with you even when you want give

up on your self but they wont let you

those are real friends

I Wonder ...

Note:this is 6th entry

i wonder what
life would be like
if you were here
to catch my tears
and help me
though the confusing moments
maybe it was meant to be this way through maybe these are things
you wanted me to learn
and that's why im still trying

you need to undrstand

Note:this is 5th entry



you need to understand

that their is no spark between us

and i cant pretend

that to together we can see us

we are too different

and our similarities

will only trap us

in a dark well

everyone is meant to be with someone but ....

we are like two puzzle pieces

that just don't fit

and no matter how much you try to

force the pieces together

it will never work

just like we will never work as

anything more then friends

Note: this my 4th entery for NaPoWriMo 2014




no thoughts in my head

no too meny

cant make sence

its time for bed

once upon a time

Note: this my 3nd entery for NaPoWriMo 2014



once upon a time

no scratch that

this is no fairy tail

but it is about

one amazing person

shes sweet,kind

she doesn't sugar coat

she gives the best advice ever

she is the most hard working artist

i've ever seen in my life

but for some reason

bad stuff happen to

good people

and for the most part

it doesn't phase her

or she trys not let it or

she hid's it

but when she donuts

her self and i don't balm

her because i

doubt my self as well

but like thing is

i know she's gonna

make the world a better place

weather she believes it or not i believe in her

Every Month

Note: this my 2nd entery for NaPoWriMo 2014

every month,promises of change are made

that things will be diffrent this time

every month steps are took

in the right direction

every month there's a sence of false hope

every month theres a srew up

and all of those promises are thorwn out

at the end of every month

cauiton is thown into the wind

at the end of every month

their is a regressiom to bad habits and old ways

at the begining of every month

reality sets in

at the beging of every month

their is yelling and screeming

and then the vicouis cycle starts all over again