Note: this my 4th entery for NaPoWriMo 2014




no thoughts in my head

no too meny

cant make sence

its time for bed

once upon a time

Note: this my 3nd entery for NaPoWriMo 2014



once upon a time

no scratch that

this is no fairy tail

but it is about

one amazing person

shes sweet,kind

she doesn't sugar coat

she gives the best advice ever

she is the most hard working artist

i've ever seen in my life

but for some reason

bad stuff happen to

good people

and for the most part

it doesn't phase her

or she trys not let it or

she hid's it

but when she donuts

her self and i don't balm

her because i

doubt my self as well

but like thing is

i know she's gonna

make the world a better place

weather she believes it or not i believe in her

Every Month

Note: this my 2nd entery for NaPoWriMo 2014

every month,promises of change are made

that things will be diffrent this time

every month steps are took

in the right direction

every month there's a sence of false hope

every month theres a srew up

and all of those promises are thorwn out

at the end of every month

cauiton is thown into the wind

at the end of every month

their is a regressiom to bad habits and old ways

at the begining of every month

reality sets in

at the beging of every month

their is yelling and screeming

and then the vicouis cycle starts all over again

NaPoWriMo Day 1

just when i thought

i could relax you still

misunderstand and i'm losing my mind  

because i'm to kind 

but  i need to stop being 

selfless

because  it's almost becoming toxic 

i'm not  functioning right,

its got  to stop

you need to  underhand 

 it will never work

like that's it

their is no reason to

fight it  your not  going to win the battle or  the war  

because  it  takes takes 

willing beings to win

NaPoWriMo starts tommow

hey so  i haven't  posted any thing here for awhile so about  that I've been pretty busy with school work and such BUT  tomorrow is the first day of April and is National Poetry Month and i  am doing NaPoWriMo  writing challenge so for  the next month i will be writing one poem  per day every day for the month of April  and im also  gonna try to  vlog as well  i need to get  back into poetry   it   used  to help me get through things i need now  cause i almost feel as  if im emotionally  num also i kinda hope to start  reading in  person as well its  alot to  do one month  but I've but putting it off for years so this my year hopefully ill see you tomorrow  or later happy writing

Promise

by Rachel Herskowitz( me)

Promise me you will try

Because you can try

of course you can

Promise me you won’t give up.

And no maybes it’s a def

Because YOU have a voice and you need to speak

Promise me that no matter what happens you won’t let go of the rope

Promise me that you won’t let them over power you

Cause you need to show them that your stronger then that

Nothing should over power you absolutely nothing

Giving up is not an option            

you have to try

don’t give up

I promise

so if you saw my  last  post the video time line  this pome should be some what  filmier it  was  the  first  pome I  did a  video of!





Fake till you Make it that's what everyone says have something you hate about your self well pretend you can do it or you already are that way for a time and you'll start to believe it and then it will come true well I've been pretending or act like I have confidence and high self esteem for almost if not have of my life and I still don't really believe in my self I can say ““i” believe in myself” I could even say “I BELIVE IN MY SELF”If I was foursed to. the same-thing if you would ask me I thought I was beautiful on the spot I would say yes but I would not be making eye contact ask me to look at my self in the in mirror and say 'I am beautiful' I couldn't do it I would run away and make excuses thats what faking it taught me to run away and make excuses

so have most  pepole and  i'm assuming here  have  heard of  "faking it till you  make it"and  im not  trying  to say  that  the hole

consept  is  out of wack,it might work very well for some  pepole or it  could be good  for  small time periods like  for a job interveiw  lets say normally your a very shy person but now  you have  this job intveiw so you make shour  dressed  proprly  you  practice  making  eyeconect you paractice speaking.you  go  in and even though  your so  nerveose  you want  to  run away  as  far and as  fast as  you can you dont you  go  into  the inveiw with  fake confedance but  you dont realize  it and   you  asce  the interveiw got a job.however predenteng  you have  condefdince when you dont  for a live  time  is  diffrent i  think again  this  based  on my  opiotion.