Promise
My very first poem video
Words
right or wrong
you cam do it
one of my very first poems
Voice
this was when i started to experiment with the concept of having a voice
there's a lot going on now (first time)
there's a lot going on now(2nd time)
Push past
I am not a robot
Beautiful
was inspired by+Jason Fonceca
was inspired by
Theres alot going on now full final result
So this is a time line of my videos from earliest to latest video they don't have dates but I used my YouTube account to organize them from my first to my last and you can see the transformation I've had form having no voice being completely pessimistic down to having a voice I'm definitely more confident but still doubt myself alot. Its still a big transformation and I'm really proud of how far I came and I know it will get better.but I'm not going to say i don't have the doubts and what if's,and i cant's barbecue they still exist for me .Sometimes I wonder why i do this why do anything I do why i don't CS or KMS .Society says we should ignore these feeling that their wrong but the thing that I learned is its ok to have these feelings, yes I said its ok to have these feelings.Every has them at one point at lest.Its impotent to acknowledge them it is my belief that for me these feelings are apart of me they will never go a way knowing that is bittersweet on hand it gives me a hand up because it means no surprises because i know it will happen but I can accept it and move on each time on the other hand its knowing that is kind of sad it could make be lower my standards at some point but it hasn't yet. So this is Part of poetry journey a small part that will be added to but part of still.
I would love to know what you think of it or about a journey of yours.
I would love to know what you think of it or about a journey of yours.
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